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Wednesday, 27 April 2011

StyLe DiArIeS: My Birthday Get up, Hit or Miss? Lol

Tuesday, 26 April 2011

'FOR MY HUSBAND' ~ a little piece inspired by my parents

Lets hold hands. Lets pretend that day is night and that birds can talk. While we're at it lets stroke the frogs and ask the moon not to tell anyone we're here by ourselves. Mother doesnt have to know, father doesnt have to know. Ah the joys of young love. Young love on his part though for there is nothing young about the sag of my 59year old breasts and the lines of laughter that have framed my eyes.

I say young on his part but he is only young at heart. Nothing about his 60year old frame is young but when i look at him I am transported back 45years when we first met. The world was new and fresh and ours. Those were the days when we didn't have to pretend that day was night and the moon didnt tell a soul we were out by ourselves. Mother didnt know, Father didnt know.

I grasp his hand and lean in to kiss him. It is saturated with years of love and understanding. It is unlike the kisses we shared ages ago, ones that left us breathless, led to broken glasses and the police knocking on our door to ask us why there was so much noise. This kiss however says 'you've always been the one'. He looks back and i know he understands, we've never needed words. Mother always knew Father always knew.~

Saturday, 9 April 2011


So unless you have been living under a rock you must have heard Reh Dogg's 'why must I cry '. With over 4 Million views I first saw the video 4 years ago at uni and my life was never the same. I managed to catch up with the Epicness that is Reh Dogg.....

What inspired Why must I cry? Do you crack up watching it and did you expect it to go as far as it did.

Real life situations inspired the song. I don't write fictional lyrics. Most of my lyrics relate to some aspect of my life. In the case with this song the lyrics pretty much explains the things that troubled me at that time of my life. A woman whom lied about children that were not mines and a young boy i mentored who stole and lied to me. I didn't do the song to make money it was a way of self expression. So yes I was surprised by the buzz. I don't crack up or laugh in fact I don't watch the video at all. There was no thinking about creating myself in the shower for laughs. I always had a weird,strange dark sense of humor. I'm able to poke fun at myself.

  What do you do for fun?

My mother ask me that question all the time. I don't have fun. Until I make it to a level where I have my own business or don't have to struggle to pay bills I will be a work horse.
Being on youtube, do u find that you get more support or quite the opposite ?

Yeah I check my website stats and most of my sales are from iTunes. In my videos I put on youtube i give my itune links and 90 percent of my sales are from itunes.
I watch some of your other videos, where shall I say...ranting? And I'm confused, is that normal?lol

I'm not sure but it sounds like you're incinerating that something is wrong with my ranting. That's all I have to say on that.

Whats next for Rehdogg??

Building a business so I can work for myself.

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