A 2012 RANT!!

Happy Happy new year lovers!!! I love January.......isn't it just filled with promise and hope and new beginnings and blah blah blah. That's how I've been feeling all of January, like a new person, well at least until today, today I realised, sometimes you can't keep your past in its place, sometimes it just won't let you go. I hate feeling like this, I almost know why I feel like this, dealing with it is just a mission though, so in true Helen fashion I will put my feelings in a box and hide it under my bed only to have it resurface on a drunken night when my defences are down. Life is complicated enough, I don't want to complicate 2012, I want an easy life.....who doesn't? I want to keep it simple! Simple is my word for January. Just hassle free. Simple. Life is hard already, lets keep it simple.